Told you so

What's funny about all that happened
All those months ago
Is that it could have all been avoided
I never wanted any of it anyway
Forget love
Forget relationships
I didn't even want to be your friend
I just didn't like you
I didn't trust you
Not one bit
I had a bad feeling about you
But I put all of these thoughts aside
When you forced your way into my life
And I ignored all those warning signs
Because for the first time in a very long time
I felt happy
I belonged to someone
And that seemed to be enough
But it wasn't, for you
And so I was helpless
When you forced your way out of my life
Leaving me with longing
Loss, grief
Even love
And most of all
Deafened by the voices in my head
Screaming
We told you so