regardless

I can't tell you

where I'll be

this time

next year

I can't promise to

be there for you

when everything

crashes to the ground

I can't promise to

hold your hand

or lend a shoulder

for you to cry on

I can't tell you

if I'll still be here

to listen to you

and be there for you

Yet, know that

regardless of

my promises

and stupid decisions

Regardless of

all the hurtful

things

I say to you

Regardless of

each time

I pushed you away

from me

Regardless of all that

if you come to me, broken

I will fix everything

I possibly could

I wouldn't do this

because I

still love you

in one way or the other

or because I

have a heart

that forgives

and forgets

or because I am

too tired to

let the past

haunt my future

But because

no matter what

I can't look at your eyes

and let you go, again