The forgotten place

I went back to that place

You told me about

The place where a version of you

Still lives

I don't know if

I'm it's only visitor now

In an ocean if them

Blogs soon go forgotten

But there

I read that penultimate post

And I realized something about you

That even though you walk

Your head held high

A cigarette dangling at your lips

You are still that

Scared and scarred

Boy you were

Three years ago

And nothing has changed

But no one knows

And I can't tell you either

You are the boy

Who enjoys sitting in the scorching sun

Just to be away from the voices

You are the loner

Who tries to make others fit in

Only because you too, don't

But no body knows

And now I see a different side of you

Happy, goofy and funny

Is this the real you,

I wonder at times,

And I'm happy of this change

But then I remember

The scared and scarred boy

And I'll visit your secret place

Every now and then

Because it feels like

If I'd known you back then

We wouldn't be the strangers

We are today