1am

It's one o'clock in the morning

  Can this time of the day

  Even be called morning?

But I'm awake and I'm tired

And I keep wondering about

This one thing

Who would I be

If things were different?

What if I'd never met you

Or anyone else

What if my father never left

And my parents were happy

What if I was smart

And aced my exams

What if I was happy

And never sad

What if things were different

What if things were good

Would my life be a whole lot different?

Would it be the 27th of

April twenty-twenty

Would it be one in the morning

And would I still be awake

Unable to sleep?