Thursday, August 29, 2019
Desire
Thursday, August 22, 2019
Blurred vision
Wednesday, August 21, 2019
mother
You need to set me free
You need to say it'll okay
That you wouldn't miss me so
You need to cut these strings
That tie me to this place
You need to use the sharpest scissors
Not worry about the pain
Because it'll hurt
Both you and I
We will bleed and weep
Wish we could rewind
But the truth is this
And it comes with no coating
No sand-like sugar
To make it less bitter
These strings tying me to you
Are tangled around my neck
And every time I try to fly away
They steal the air I need to breathe
So clip them off
These strings, my wings
Slash my wrists
Bind my legs
But let go of me
Set me free
I may leave but I
Will always come back to you
Monday, August 19, 2019
Awful
I write terrible poems
About terrible people
And terrible times
Because I can't help
But hope
That by reliving them
Through my own words
Again and again
They won't hurt as much
Someday
As they do now
Jaded
When I thought about this particular word
My mind went to the green rock
Polished smooth
But you changed it for me
That one word
You said you were jaded
A warning I paid no heed to
And now whenever I come across it
In a book or movie, conversation
My mind no longer goes to that odd shade of green
But to you...
Because you came to me
Already cynical
But I remained untouched
Until I met you
Thursday, August 1, 2019
Paper
The paper cranes I learned how to make for you
Have ever since been an anchor that stops me from drowning
When my head starts spinning and my thoughts keep unravelling
I fold paper over and over again until it is a crane
And now I am surrounded by them, these little origami birds
But I'm told not to waste paper making these silly crafts
But it's only because they don't know, so they mean no harm
When they take away the only thing that keeps me afloat
And so like you slipped out of our touch all those months ago
I sit here, unable to speak or move
Stuck in this downward spiral
Without you here to save me