Saturday, July 6, 2013

Voices in my head

The voice in my head
Seems to get more louder
I hear it more often
It talks to me
Tells me what to do

The panic attacks
As I call them
Are getting more
Frequent
I cannot breathe

The blackouts
When things go dark
When memory reminds me
I didn't live those moments
They take up too much of my time

The spacing out
I hear less and less
Of what is said,
I see less
I'm there less

The shivers
And cold sweats
Too many times a day
Stronger and stronger
Lasting longer and longer

I ignore them
Or I try to
I smile and pretend
Everything is okay
But nothing is


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